Friday, September 11, 2009

Emotional Day All The Way Around

Remembering 9/11 ....i remember where I was and what I was what a day. Glued to the news for the rest of that week! Hard to believe that is was 8 years ago, seems like only yesterday!

I have been mean lately. Just plain mean. I cry at the drop of a pin, I snap at anyone who crosses me, I have no patience....and I am sorry. I am sorry to my kids for having such a moody mom lately, I am sorry to my Mom for snapping at her every time she calls, I am sorry to Mike for yelling because he is trying to be funny to cheer me up...
I am sorry.
I know I am mad about things out of my control, no job, no money because unemployment takes their good ole time because they can...bored as hell during the day....I will be nice again I promise...I just can't be now.....
I just keep saying this over and over:
The Serenity Prayer

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.

--Reinhold Niebuhr

I hope everyone has a great weekend!